date: Saturday, April 29, 2006 @ 9:50 pm
title:
Mind over body.
I need to believe consistently.
date: Tuesday, April 18, 2006 @ 10:06 pm
title: ..
Damage done.
Hooray!-dead tone-
date: @ 9:36 pm
title: Weeping..
Is it character flaw or I just have an emotional ceiling?
Every week I have to face one emotional strike after another.
Or am I just not man enough?
Curse is me who dwells easily in self-pity.
Maybe it cos I lack the sensitivity
or I just assume the others know me well.
Stop crying.Just stop. The world is like this.
Deal with it. For the sake of mankind.
date: Wednesday, April 05, 2006 @ 8:00 pm
title: Didi..
To my Dad. Happy Father's Day. Although its kinda early..When you were 8 years old, your dad handed you an ice cream.You thanked him by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons.You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastic to one birthdayparty after another.You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies.You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows.You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.
When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was becoming.You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.
When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp.You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug.You thanked him by having
your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car.You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, he was expecting an important call.You thanked him by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation.You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition,drove you to campus carried your bags.You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he cried and told you how deeply he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him.You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
~~~~~ Mon Papa Merveilleux. (My father is fabulous.)~~~~~
And then, one day, he died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
